I have been a child, friend,wife ,mother and now at this point in my life I am enjoying being a Grandmother.
My whole world with the father of my children and grandchildren changed so fast I do not know my way this was my life not any other.
I find myself so alone and scared and lost with so much fear.
How will I ever learn new, even when my children are still right here.
To be in a home alone for the very first time in my entire life can be very sad.
I can only pray I will adjust to my new life and someday be glad.
Right now my life is like a seesaw going up and down.
I can not wait until my feet stand strong on the ground.
Everyday I just keep holding on and hoping this new life will give me a life
Because all I ever have been is a child, friend mother and wife.
bjperryman 06/25/2012
