My new Life

I have been a child, friend,wife ,mother and now at this point in my life I am enjoying being a Grandmother.
My whole world with the father of my children and grandchildren changed so fast I do not know my way this was my life not any other.
I find myself so alone and scared and lost with so much fear.
How will I ever learn new, even when my children are still right here.
To be in a home alone for the very first time in my entire life can be very sad.
I can only pray I will adjust to my new life and someday be glad.
Right now my life is like a seesaw going up and down.
I can not wait until my feet stand strong on the ground.
Everyday I just keep holding on and hoping this new life will give me a life
Because all I ever have been is a child, friend mother and wife.

bjperryman 06/25/2012

Sleepless Night

Can not seem to sleep with all the things in my head
Hoping that my many spoken words today I said
 I am praying I Touched just one heart one that was lonely,confused or sad
I love this life that God has chosen for me but sometimes my troubles are also bad
So from one wondering soul to my fellow friend
Lets keep each other in our prayers until the very end.

LOVE ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS

Brenda Everhart 01/19/2012